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Friday, April 21st, 2006
5:47 am	hmm today is my day off and i was still up by 5 am. when nick got up i was too hungry to fall back asleep. so i got up to eat something. now the baby in my belly is restless. ahhhhh.... i need more sleep. i have my baby shower tomorrow. well... the first of two. i know there are a million people i didnt ask to come that i should have... but dammit, i am tired and lazy. so if i didnt invite you and you want to come, youre more than welcome, i just probably had an idiot momment while making my sister a list of people. the place nick and i are going to get is more expensive than we thought, but i think we are getting it anyways. i think nick knows that i need to fucking nest and i dont have a place to do it and all my shit has been in boxes for months and if i dont get to set up house soon and get the baby room and stuff in gear i am going to fucking kill someone. and i dont think nick wants to face the wrath of his bitchy prego girlfriend. which is understandable. i tend to get mean and very teary. 5 1/2 more weeks and this baby is comin out!!! (Comment on this)
Friday, January 20th, 2006
6:24 pm	so its final i am due may 30 and it is a boy. i had another ultrasound wednesday and it still had a penis. pre-pregnancy 93lb now- 110 lb my belly button has popped out. my clothes dont fit, nicks stuff seems to work great though nick and i have out choices of new places to live narrowed down to 2, i cant wait. so i dont believe the 'what to expect when expecting' book. it says you are tired a lot in your first trimester and feel more refreshed during your second. that is the biggest load of shit ever. my little body isnt used to hauling around almost 20 extra pounds (and still gaining, the doctor told me to). my back hurts, my hips hurt and i could sleep all day long if someone let me. liars. i had a dream last night that i had my baby on a friday and he was addorible. but i forgot about my maternity leave and went to work on monday and realized that i was so busy showing off how cute he was and i had forgotten to feed him at all. it was a horrible dream!! and lately, if i dont have sex before i go to sleep, i dream about doing it with random people. nick isnt a fan of that. speaking of nick, he should be here with my McChicken any second. BYE (Comment on this)
Friday, December 16th, 2005
5:46 pm	my birthday is soooo soon. but essenhaus wont give me the day off. nick is going to come and eat lunch with me and give me my birthday present to cheer me up. our apt flooded. its lovely. luckily none of our stuff got wet. nothing important. and on top of that nick and i both work 6 days a week and normally end up going to bed somewhere between 730 and 830. there is a plus to this, staying at my dads = free food. and thats a big deal, i eat my way through a shit load of food. cocoa butter makes your chest break out... better zits than stretch marks. and um, my boobs leak a little... just alittle though. its um, pretty sexy. my doctors apt is on monday. they will tell me then when i have my ultrasound. there is a possibility that they will be able to tell me what i am having when i get it, because, well... i waited quite a while to go to the doctor about it. and in a few weeks theres all the not fun check up stuff. ew. i am excited!! Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
7:42 pm	the saving for the baby and the electric bill have started. nick quit meijer and got a job at a trailer factory. i got a second job. my company is changing their insurance company, and the new plan doesnt cover me having a baby. that blows. medicaid, here i come, hopefully. i am going to see harry potter and the goblet of fire tomorrow at midnight. i am so excited. i will feel like hell waking up for work the next morning. i couldnt talk nick into coming... but he WILL take me to see it again this weekend. man, i hate living in indiana... i miss my friends sarah, drue, waller, i love you all i miss ginger too... i want my apt back this was random. night (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
10:58 am	i would kill about 4857943 people for a cheddar dog from yesterdog in grand rapids right now. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
9:53 am	for all those i dont talk to that much, or that i cant seem to get a hold of (WALLER!!!!) im 8 weeks pregnant. tada this means i have to keep my poopie job because of the insurance. uuuuugh i gained 6 pounds Current Mood: chipper (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
1:44 pm	http://harrypotter.warnerbros.com/gobletoffire/index.html if youre not really fucking excited... you should be i am rereading the books starting with the goblet of fire, god, why am i such a dork? watch the trailer!!!!! ahhhhh nicks birthday is a week from today... 21 i bought him a motorcycle... because i am the nicest girlfriend ever. (if we ever break up though, its mine) Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
7:34 pm	work sucked this week buuuuuuutttttttttttttttt life is great.... 3 day weekend in chicago. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Click here. Take the quiz. Post your results. ( See needingyounow's results. ) Current Mood: cranky (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
6:47 pm	cody nick and i are now living in our new apt. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
3:40 pm	we just put holly to sleep. and i have an ear infection. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
11:04 pm	so i think i am deciding to go friends only. yep (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
4:27 pm	[X] I am bisexual or homosexual. [x] I've consumed alcohol. [] I've run away from home. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. [x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [] I am for Bush. [x] I listen to political music. [] I collect comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [] I open up to others easily. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [] I watch the news. [x] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 Player. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [X] I love Disney Movies. [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes [] I don't kill bugs. [x] I curse regularly [x] I paid for that cell phone ring. [] I am a sports fanatic. [] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. jokes [] I love Spam. [] I cook well. [X] I would wear pajamas to school.(I HAVE.) [X] I own something from Abercrombie. mel works there, duh, i do [x] I have a job. [] I love Martha Stewart.(the magazines!!) [x] I am in love. [] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS [x] I am self conscious. [x] I like to laugh. [x] I smoke a pack a day. [x] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [] I loved Go Ask Alice. [] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I have many scars . [x] I've been out of this country. [x] I believe in ghosts. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [] I love white chocolate. [X] I bite my nails. [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play video games. [] I'm single [x] I'm in a relationship [X] I've gotten lost in my own city. [X] I've seen a shooting star [x] Been to any other countries besides the United States [] I Had a serious Surgery [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [X] I have Kissed a Stranger [x] Hugged a stranger [X] Been in a fist fight. [] Been arrested [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [X] Made out in an elevator [x] Sworn at your parents. [X] Kicked a guy where it hurts [x] Been close to love [x] Been to a casino [] Been skydiving [xx] Broken a bone. [x] Skipped school [x] Flashed someone (when am i not) [] Saw a therapist [X] Done the splits. [x] Played spin the bottle. [x] Gotten stitches [] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x] Bitten someone. [] Been to Niagara Falls [x] Gotten the chicken pox [x] Kissed a member of the same sex. [x] Crashed into a friend's car. brandon sietz looooved it [] Been to Japan [X] Ridden in a taxi. [X] Shoplifted [] Been fired [x] Stole something from your job... does food at essenhaus count? i like to eat while i work [] Gone on a blind date. [x] Lied to a friend [x] Had a crush on a teacher. [] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans [] Been to Europe [] Been married [] Gotten divorced [] Had children [x] Saw someone dying. [] Been to Africa [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day [] Been to Canada [x] Been to Mexico [x] Been on a plane. [x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [] Thrown up in a bar [xxxxxxx.hah.] Had a one-night stand <- i second that sarah [x] Eaten Sushi [] Been snowboarding [x] Been Skiing [x] Met someone in person from the internet. [x] Been to a motocross show [] Lost a child [x] Gone to college. [] Graduated college [x] Done hard drugs [x] Taken painkillers [x] Given a lapdance [x] Had someone cheat on you. [x] Miss someone right now (Comment on this)
12:01 am	i found this picture on my moms computer... i forgot it had been taken. but you can see how fucking cute we are. exhaused... but cute as shit aww... my bev Current Mood: distressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
2:57 pm	no no, im not bored at all FIRSTS: 1. First Best Friend: i dont even remember her name... jena miller is the earliest one i can remember 2. First Love: bono... from U2.... when i was 2 1/2. i slept with his album cover. gross 3. First Real Kiss: brandon ellis 4. First Screen Name: something my dad made up... waaaay back when aol came out 5. First Pet: curbie... a retarded cat. no seriously, he was retarded, he had to have that cone around his head so he didnt bite his tail 6. First Car: first and current- 95 chevy silverado... extended cab. its beautiful LASTS: 1. Last Cigarette: bout 10 mins ago 3. Last Good Cry: oh, this week has been full of good cries 4. Last Beverage Drank: thats easy, pepsi 5. Last Food Consumed: left over pasta stuff 6. Last Phone Call: mel just called RELATIONSHIPS: 1. Who is your best friend: (s) mel sarah and nick... and my mom 2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: yep FASHION STUFF: 1. Where are your favorite places to shop: ill tell when i get enough money to shop... which should be soon 2. Favorite item of clothing: i dont know... dont really care. SPECIFICS: 1. Do you do drugs: every couple of months i might... but not often 2. What kind of shampoo do you use: i switch all the time 3. What are you most scared of: infertility <- no lindsay, its not weird, i totally understand 4. What would you change about yourself: longer legs FAVORITES: 1. Colors: purple 2. Foods: cheesy potatos and popcorn with parmasean cheese. and hawaian ham 3. Subject in school: i like all the classes i am taking 4. Animals: ginger 5. Sports: track and soccer 6. Movie: legends of the fall HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Given anyone a bath: yep, just a few days ago actually 2. Made yourself throw-up: ew, i hate getting sick 3. Skinny dipped: yep 4. Been in love: yes i have CURRENT: 1. Clothes: pj pants and a bright eyes shirt... haha sweet deal jen 2. Music: the beatles. 3. Make-Up: none 4. IM's: austin and warren (joe). LAST PERSON: 2. Hugged: nick. 3. IM-ed: austin 4. Last person who slept over at your house: nick 5. Last person's house you slept at: nicks RANDOM: 1. In the morning I am: always pissed 2. Love is: real... real is love.... blah blah blah... i dont know how to answer that 3. I dream about: really really random stuff PAST/FUTURE: 1. 7 years ago: i hung out with chelsea campbell and we used to sneak out her window to go see brandon ellis and smoke 2. 5 years ago: i was dating brandon ellis and jamee firestone was my best friend 3. 3 years ago: was the best fucking summer of my life..... sigh 4. 1 hour ago: in the bath tub 5. Tomorrow: driving to chicago, going to a bbq in the burbs... bringing the rest of my apt home 7. Today: laundry and laziness... and going to the POST tonight. woof my mommas house kicks ass! Current Mood: bored Current Music: beatles- HELP! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
10:21 am	ive been at the computer lab for an hour and a half. still not even close to being done with my paper, or ready for my presentation on it in 2 hours. then i have 2 papers due tomorrow, and i have to work tonight then i have to be out of my apt by tuesday, but i have class til thursday. i have an ear ache and i would kill to be sleeping right now. and it makes me mad that i am sitting here hating life and nick is still sleeping in my bed. if i get through the next 7 days, i will be fine... and extreamly happy. Current Mood: crappy (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
10:46 pm	NICK WILL BE HERE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in 24 hours i will be laying in the arms of the coolest boyfriend ever. tomorrow wont come soon enough i hate sleeping alone Current Mood: anxious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 28th, 2005
10:01 pm	hmmm I LOVE SPRING BREAKs especially when it is spent in indiana. i will go to visit waller in michigan ( cant wait ). so , basically, i have spent all my time doing easter stuff and hanging out with nick, who just happens to be the coolest person in the world. save for sarah, drue, waller, and mel. he is hanging out with quartz tonight, so i am thinking of doing those late papers. hmm... or i will just watch for richer or for poorer. man, this movie was good. afternoon i am picking up nick and we are going to mels track meet. i cannot wait. my boyfriend is cuter than yours (yes sarah, i am talking to you) Current Mood: chipper Current Music: MOVIE TIME (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:52 pm	i love my life so, i went to minn and it kicked ass. nick came with me... which rocks. we went to sex world, drue bought edward penishands... it was amazing. motley crue kicked ass. we sat soooo close. nikki sixx has one of the nicest asses i have ever seen. the show was set up like a scary circus. clowns... stripers on stilts. strippers hanging from the roof. they rode out on choppers.... GOD it was awesome. nick and i got ONE hour of sleep that night and had to get up at 5 and drive to chicago, where we didnt have time to go to the apt before i had class... so i had to park the car and nick slept in there while i was in class. then we went home and passed the fuck out for 4 hours, woke up for a few... then passed out again. i went ot class the next day. and when i got home i had to go drop of my mommas jeep. i get back from class and nick was wasted.. it was a little frustrating. but i got over it, he is too cute to stay mad at. so we drove to indiana, dropped brandons stuff off... got my truck and i took him home. it was sad... last night was the first night i slept by myself in 6 days. uuuuuugh. tonight i got to model at a photoshoot for milios. my hair is 4 different colors. i have huge sparkely purple eyelashes on right now. and gitter from head to toe. i was an evil fairy. it was a lot of fun. i was ther for like 6 hours. tomorrow i think i will go home and see the bf... i miss that dumb bastard Current Mood: content (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
4:13 pm	leaving soon, bored now 1) Using band names, spell out your name: jackson 5 eiffel rev hahaha nirvana neutral milk hotel indigo girls fuel everytime i die radiohead 2) Have you ever had a song written about you? doubt it 3) What song makes you cry? the used makes me cry a lot, and i dont even like them 4) What song makes you happy? smack my bitch up 5) What do you like to listen to before bed? i dont have a cd player in my room 6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: shock the monkey.... yes, i know the name of a coal chamber song 7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger? bono.... gross 8) First album you ever bought? i dont remember... boyz 2 men probably 9) Songs that remind me of ppl? theres a lot a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5 feet, one half inch HAIR COLOR: redish SKIN COLOR: pale EYE COLOR: blue grey PIERCINGS: a few TATTOOS: one d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yeah, i almost puked on the brown line the other day HAVE A BAD HABIT?: HA.... smoking, pepsi, sex, you name it, i am probably addicted to it GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: not today LIKE TO DRIVE?: love it.... IN MY TRUCK f a v o r i t e s SHOW: the L word, carnivale, nip/tuck, queer as folk, family guy, daily show BOOK: i love lots of books NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: pepsi ALCOHOLIC DRINK: i dont know, i like tequila alot, and cheap champaine, and vodka and cranberry juice THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: eh, road trips i guess... hanging out with nick and sarah BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: the beatles.... hands down h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: who hasnt SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yep EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yep MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yep. EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no way USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: hahah... oh yeah FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i dozed off BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: in 4th grade LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes. l o v e BOYFRIEND: yep GIRLFRIEND: no SEXUALITY: who knows CHILDREN: not yet... when im 30... then ill have kids CURRENT CRUSH: nick, and shane from the L word BEEN IN LOVE?: twice.... fuck boys HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: still am BEEN HURT?: yep YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i plead the 5th GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS?: pff... ive had sex with people i had only known for 3 days r a n d o m YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: cranberries IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: purple WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: cigarettes, soda and my puppy WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: sarah, drue, waller, mel and nick WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i cant afford CDs!!!!!!! WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: the people that make me happy w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: 10 mins ago WAS SOMEONE THERE FOR YOU: kinda YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?:a week ago YOU GOT E-MAIL: i havent checked in a while THING YOU PURCHASED: cigarettes TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: the L word MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: whoa man, saved... i think y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: i dont have anything against it... but i wouldnt personally get one TEENAGE SMOKING: eh... i was one... so dont ask me SPICE GIRLS: love em Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
12:43 pm	going to minn. this weekend.... seeing motley fucking crue on monday i cant wait to see drue. fun weekend. joe is still here. i love him i have a boyfriend..... god, that is weird Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)